FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HOLY SHIT WHAT A HORRIBLE LAST TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE I HAVE ENDURED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it wasn't just the work (I barely studied but still received A's) it was everything else going on in my life from close family members dying to little things like not being able to fucking pee! I literally had everything you can think of happen to me in these past...four years...wow it has been that long.
I digress, I am glad it is over and I'm moving on to grad school. I have been told by many of those who are in the grad program that I want to be in that the schedules I have had are more stressful and packed than what I will get in my program. This is something to look forward to, Now I am unemployed and broke beyond belief....buying a house took a dent in our pockets. BUT! I am looking for a job and my minimum pay for the degree I have is $13 per hour, EXCITE, I can go back to buying monster high dolls and art supplies without having to worry about mortgage!
WHOOO being an adult sucks sometimes! hahahaha im not trying to be negative....although it sounds like it. I like change and events that test my stability, when life hands me lemons I throw them at people and laugh maniacally *ahem*
on another note I finally received the rest that I needed, I have had the whole month off to come down from my extremely high stress level. Half of the month I went to Puerto Vallarta at an all-inclusive resort as a graduation present from my mom (I went with her).
Okay now for the real reason of this journal, Since I actually have time in my life to shit......I will be trying to get my rusty hand back into art. I have a bunch of ideas and new concepts to work on and will slowly post a few of the ideas up (still cautious of art thieves who want to take my practice art) as for those that I have talked to recently about special art made only for them, I will get to them once I feel more comfortable in my ability, it has been 4 years since an actual piece of art was made seriously so it will take some time.
as for now,